Happy Mothers Day. I hope you like your present. I bought it years ago but never gave it to you because of the Peter thing. I suppose I hung on to it because I was so angry at you. Every birthday, Christmas, and Mothers Day I've thought about giving it to you but the anger and hurt stopped me.
I've been thinking a lot about our relationship lately and I've come to realise that you were only ever doing the best you knew how. Even though you hurt me so much I've decided to let the negativity go.
I'm so sorry I was so horrible to live with for all those years, but I couldn't find another way to express how hurt I was.
I've been so terribly scared that something will happen to one of us and I'll never get the opportunity to tell you how I really feel.
What I really want you to know is, you are the most important woman in my life and I love you tremendously.
Love Ruby xxxx
posted by Ruby @ 10:52:00 PM
3 Comments:
It's good to get these things out, Miss Ruby.
At least you have realised it now before it was too late and now you can potentially start rebuilding the relationship with your mother.
I hope I can do the same with my mother one day.
No problems with my mother...except that she still listens to my bastard of a father who I don't speak to. Cest la vie.
That's a beautiful post Ruby. I hope you told her how you feel.
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